Really don want it to end up like last time. But it seems to me that it is heading towards that direction.

She is the only thing on my mind now. But how come it seems like I always fail to bring the message across?

When the person is the only thing on your mind, you would care about her everything. Her dog, her parents, her relatives & friends etc.

I do care about all of them. I notice their behaviour and her behaviour when they are all at the same place. Notice how she smiles, laugh, communicate and everything.

I really want to tell her that even though I don't really talk much, I really enjoy the moment at that point in time. Cuz you never know what may happen the next time. I am really happy when she is happy.