I know she expects something else from me. To step up to be the boyfriend she wants me to be.

I can cross my heart and tell her that it is happening every second, I am learning new things along the way. For those experiences and knowledge not learnt in the past, I am willing to pick it up twice as fast to catch up.

Sadly, time doesnt permit and I knew this day would come.

I am really lost and depressed now.

She is my most beloved girl.

Blogger, can you advise me what to do?