Date

Ever since the start of holidays (internship), we did not have the chance to go on a date. It seems like everytime I try to plan one, it never goes through.

It was still possible during those busy school semesters, we manage to squeeze in a saturday to go out and catch a movie. How ironic it was.

Guess it shows how much me and my time meant to her now.

Really hope we can go on a date soon. One day, just me and her.

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Lying in bed thinking about your future. Looks bleak to me.

Have you ever want something so badly but you feel that you don have the ability to get it because all odds are against you.

I need some enlightenment. Someone who guide me in the correct direction.

Feeling underappreciated

When was the last time she said thank you for sending you back?

Now she even blames you for saying insensitive things while walking with her when in fact you don mean it.

Ever since young, it has always been the case. This is your fate,  accept it.

Thinking

When you really love the person, do you expect anything in return from her?

They say that when you truly love a person, you expect nothing in return, not even the person love.

I think this saying is not true. And it hurts to the person alot if you keep telling yourself everytime you feel tthe otherwise.

The feeling that others are more important than you whereas you treat her equally as important as you.

Am I overthinking?