You are as happy as you choose to be.
After the recent spate of events, I cannot help but feel emotionally drained. I really wish it didnt turn out this way.
Now with exams looming in the corner, I have lost all motivation. My attention is geared elsewhere but I really don know what else I can do to salvage the situation. Maybe shes right afterall I really got nothing to say or do now. Is it really over? I am really biting my lips as I type this.
You need stop feeling and being like a pussy.
You are as happy as you choose to be. Remember that.
Goodnight, self. Sweet dreams and I hope you have a better day tomorrow.