You are as happy as you choose to be.
After the recent spate of events, I cannot help but feel emotionally drained. I really wish it didnt turn out this way.
Now with exams looming in the corner, I have lost all motivation. My attention is geared elsewhere but I really don know what else I can do to salvage the situation. Maybe shes right afterall I really got nothing to say or do now. Is it really over? I am really biting my lips as I type this.
You need stop feeling and being like a pussy.
You are as happy as you choose to be. Remember that.
Goodnight, self. Sweet dreams and I hope you have a better day tomorrow.
FLY TO THE MOON!
Wednesday, April 30, 2014
Saturday, March 8, 2014
What should I do now?
Lying in bed thinking about the next step but I really got no courage and determination to carry on.
It was much worse than it was 6 years ago. Back then I didnt feel that I had a future with her. But now everything I have done and prepared for has gone down the drain. It just vanished overnight.
What should I do now? I really want her back so much. But like what she said there is already no point in continuing this.
I should go back to sleep.
It was much worse than it was 6 years ago. Back then I didnt feel that I had a future with her. But now everything I have done and prepared for has gone down the drain. It just vanished overnight.
What should I do now? I really want her back so much. But like what she said there is already no point in continuing this.
I should go back to sleep.
Overwhelmed
Lost my sense of direction in life.
I remember the last time I felt this huge wave of sadness. Back in JC 6 years ago. Back then, I told myself that would be the last time I experience it.
I just witnessed an accident in front of my eyes. It told me how vulnerable and fragile life is. All the more I should cherish things by my side.
Tonight I sit by the lonely night and stare into deep space, hoping to find a new direction for my life.
I remember the last time I felt this huge wave of sadness. Back in JC 6 years ago. Back then, I told myself that would be the last time I experience it.
I just witnessed an accident in front of my eyes. It told me how vulnerable and fragile life is. All the more I should cherish things by my side.
Tonight I sit by the lonely night and stare into deep space, hoping to find a new direction for my life.
Thursday, November 14, 2013
Monday, September 2, 2013
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